I realised yesterday that I’m actually happy being in the situation I am in right now. I’m single, happy, not needy, with friends…I get all the affection I could want right now.
I helped a friend of mine yesterday afternoon. That’s what started it. She’s been down and only just pulled herself together enough to talk about what’s been going on. I won’t say what about – that’s between me and her – but helping her talk over her problems in life, allowed me to help myself on some level that I didn’t realise until the evening and this morning.
I’m happy being who I am right now. Sure, I have my fair share of problems, but they’re from another part of my life that still needs sorting out. What I have found is a part of me that can stop searching for something. This part, for now, is at peace. I have found a piece of me, a piece of my soul, and I can return to this state at any time now. In a certain sense this is also quite sad as it means I no longer need to find something – I’m not as much of a nomad as I was yesterday morning; the person I was has crumbled a little bit, although I doubt I’ll ever completely lose my inner nomad.
The rest of the Journey continues…
Light and Love,